Something that we were once looking forward to.. 

If you were still here..



Happy 1 year anniversary.

Sometimes i wonder, in life.. why is it always the opposite? Must i bring myself to play the bad guy role so that things will be more fair to me? Be it kinship, relationship or friendship.. It's all the same. Well, life's like that.

I seriously don't know what's on your mind.
If you want to continue your childish acts, so be it.
You can cook up stories for all you want, as long as my conscience is clear.

Everything was just a dream. I've woke up from it and realised that you're not the same person i once knew. Feel foolish at times for deceiving myself that this couldn't be you.. Not going to let anymore of this affect me because it'll be me at the losing end. You can deceive others from that mask of yours but you can't deceive me. Really tired of all these games..

Clubbing anyone? Too bad Aminah can't shake it off with me tonight, HAHA! 

Many things running through my mind again. I'm in a mess. Someone tell me what to do!!?

Having my paper tomorrow and i haven't even started on my revision.. Why? Of all time.. everything choose to come to me during my examination period?

I swear i'm going to regret when i wake up to my senses one day.

Many photos to upload again! The previous post was like.. HEAVY IMAGES!! Pardon me for that because i have not been blogging for ages. Caught movies like, "Orphan", "Blood Ties", "Year One", "The Proposal", "Final Destination", "G-force", "The Ugly Truth" and "Gamer" in the past few weeks. I guess this is the first time i've caught numbers of movies in weeks. The best among all is the "Orphan". I'm not sure if it's still showing but you'll be amazed by how a woman in her 30s could disguise herself as a child. Well, N level's approaching but i'm still not prepared for it. I guess i've spent most of my time and money on drinking and i feel that it's such a waste because drinking only numbs you for awhile and not for long. Nevertheless, i still couldn't stop myself. Too obsessed with it, haha. I can't wait to watch, "Phobia 2", "New moon" and "Alvin and the chipmunks 2"!!

Off to sleep~

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no